Miss Red Says

Jul 26, 2014

I have had a really fun night hanging out and dancing like a lunatic but all I can think about is how you should have been here lauding at me.
When will I stop feeling like this?

Jul 24, 2014

Heading home. Good old service stations.

Heading home. Good old service stations.

Jul 24, 2014

Yesterday was my last day at school. Very emotional.
As horrid a time as I’ve had since January, yesterday was a great example of why I am so sad to actually leave.

I got a lovely bunch of flowers and gifts from members of staff across school including a gorgeous new pen and notebook.
I want expecting many at my leaving party but so many people turned up with lovely words for me. A science technician told me the only reason her son took Product Design for GCSE was because of me.

My year 11 class got me a lovely personalised card and made sure my last lesson was a good one. One of them slipped a picture of a ‘polar bear’ into the card that he had drawn in a previous project and I had found so charming I stuck to the wall by my desk.

At the end of the day a student sheepishly came to me with a bar of chocolate.
“I couldn’t afford to get you much miss but I tried to make it look nice.”

I cried more than I thought I could, had more hugs than I’d imagined I could handle and completely forgot all the rubbish I’d been put through. I have no idea what the future is going to hold but I know the good memories will keep me going.

Jul 22, 2014

Everything hurts and I don’t know what to do.

Jul 20, 2014

I’m in the bed that we should be sharing and all I want to do is reach out and grab your hand and I can’t and I never will be able to again because you’re elsewhere flexing the fingers you feel have been held for too long.

Jul 20, 2014

Broken

Jul 20, 2014

Three ingredient banana pancakes for breakfast. Sundays done properly. 

1 mashed banana
1 egg
Handful of oats

Woosh them together and fry for about one minute each side. It made 6 little pancakes. 

I had mine with strawberries. Because strawberries.

Three ingredient banana pancakes for breakfast. Sundays done properly.

1 mashed banana
1 egg
Handful of oats

Woosh them together and fry for about one minute each side. It made 6 little pancakes.

I had mine with strawberries. Because strawberries.

Jul 17, 2014

There is nothing like receiving an unexpected letter from a dear friend to cheer you up.

There is nothing like receiving an unexpected letter from a dear friend to cheer you up.

Jul 16, 2014

My two best friends left school today. They deserve a medal for the work they have done so I made one for them. 
Emotional day.

My two best friends left school today. They deserve a medal for the work they have done so I made one for them.
Emotional day.

Jul 15, 2014

Year 9 project where students have to imagine life 100 years in the future.
Nice to know I’ve such a caring descendant.